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EC*
Monday, March 28, 2011

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Like grains of rice, she swallowed them.
Only the drugs shine in darkness
out of fear, anxiety and uncertainty
that she had nothing to bear.
She burned in the fire of her youth.
Many nights she loses it.
Exhausted from her innocence,
she feasted in frenzy, only with the delusion of love and passion.
The drugs burn her head every time
nauseous and scared, anxiously waiting.
He condemns her for being mindless
while he sits in alcohol, inhaling his woman's fume.
So she swallowed more
after hours of taking four.
Google says so, she thought.
She calls him up for comfort, only to be damned once more.
One day, she starts to bleed
a kind of wound she’d been wanting to have
countless times.
Soon, her worries wane.
I thought she saved herself.


But to my dismay, I saw her in a nearby drugstore.
Only with the thought that she had lost it again.



*EC- emergency contraception (EC), refers to birth control measures that, if taken after sexual intercourse, may prevent pregnancy.

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