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EC*
Monday, March 28, 2011

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Like grains of rice, she swallowed them.
Only the drugs shine in darkness
out of fear, anxiety and uncertainty
that she had nothing to bear.
She burned in the fire of her youth.
Many nights she loses it.
Exhausted from her innocence,
she feasted in frenzy, only with the delusion of love and passion.
The drugs burn her head every time
nauseous and scared, anxiously waiting.
He condemns her for being mindless
while he sits in alcohol, inhaling his woman's fume.
So she swallowed more
after hours of taking four.
Google says so, she thought.
She calls him up for comfort, only to be damned once more.
One day, she starts to bleed
a kind of wound she’d been wanting to have
countless times.
Soon, her worries wane.
I thought she saved herself.


But to my dismay, I saw her in a nearby drugstore.
Only with the thought that she had lost it again.



*EC- emergency contraception (EC), refers to birth control measures that, if taken after sexual intercourse, may prevent pregnancy.

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Prodigal


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I lived with coffee and tea
While they drank rust
From the wretched pipes
And planted rice for my kitchen

These men, their souls
Poisoned from tarnish, cracked their backs
Wrinkled their palms and foreheads
Drowned in their sweat from exertion

This struggle that humbled me
I looked at my cars, I remember their plows
Crumbs for their breakfast and feast for my dinner
They, almost bare, while I fancy my closet

Bleeding from the harshness of our inequities
I fought with them, for them
Envisioned to a cause greater than my life
Far from these material hang-ups and consummation

For their wars are far more worthy than my battles
Only selflessness and altruism
Lead me treading the streets while I burn my skin
I cried with them, for them

The road less traveled is a cliché
but once, I found it’s more dignified
noble and highly priced
I cannot look back again


*A poem made for my Creating Writing 100 workshop

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